I feel frayed and electric
mumbling sparks
rough around the edges
i feel exposed , my wires clipped and stripped
of protective coating
raw, capsized
bordering hallucinations of grandeur
I feel momentum in timelessness
decisions that continue to be made for me
the flow of reproduction
patterns, behavior, sharp words, vile things, parasitic thoughts
hollow hallowed ground
alone empty different, labelled as difficult
consumption of mass romances
consumption of the love in food, friends, pets, lovers, family
seeking to be filled as a whole humanity we hunger
the duties in unconditional love are penitance for transgression
