a smile in the sky

Ephemeral pheremones...

position entranced
burgeoning a mask of faith
a side step two sway
anger deals the cards
and the joker laughs

something full and white
negative grace
circle me and drown out the positrons
draw me into your black hole so I know of the depths

satisfied mind flushed with endorphins
sinking into the washing tub
steam and wringing towels around wet hair
pale toes, a delicate endeavor
to begin anew

grasping tight and giving up
the step forward delayed as you silence your desire
by mimicking the master plan
fulfilled and unanswerable
but always in the right
you guide me

beckoning night
show me mercy